Some days are just harder than others.
That’s just the way it is. It has nothing to do with what came before or what is approaching. Some days the connections just don’t get made. The pieces just don’t fit. It’s not for lack of trying and it’s nobody’s fault. The thing is to continue to push through those days, to keep trying to convince the pieces to fit.
You can’t force it, but you can’t ease up on it either. There has to be a balance, a give and take.
The real work is giving yourself the space and the permission to feel the hard days and begin to try to reason with them, and never take the easy days for granted.
self doubt replaced
when you crave affection
music and material
expect the audience to love
with applause comes clarity, wisdom
I was being brave, not caring that I lost